wat day should i cal tis???

yeah... wat day should i cal 2day???
wat wil u cal????
summor it is on thurs...
y is all imp thing oni wil going to on thurs???

i think u noe 2day is very wel...
i noe u might dun wan to noe abt tis...
but i muz say tat...
i very very very MISS U...
Miss every detail thing abt u..
你身上的味道。。
那芳香的法香。。
那一直在冒汗的手。。
那细细的腰。。
那身体的温暖。。
那小唇。。
我能把这一切忘掉吗？？
你能吗？？？
我不能。。

but wat can i do???
there's not even a tiny thing tat i can do...
y???
i fel so alone now...
y is it so???
y cant i fulfil every single promise to u lik i do to others???
y???
i oso dunno...
is it my fault or ur fault???
i really lost track of things...
i really dunno wat is da nex step anymor...
can anyone tel me???
stephy... bee... claus.. ann... 5s...
i lost hre...

re:

wat the hell jz happen to her??
i dunno...
she dun even wish to tel me or chat wit me anymor when lady sickness again...
y???
is a muz to do so???
i cant be de sum one who really care abt u anymor???
muz u do so???
al i wish is we stil can be lik past...
chat lik usual...
u tel me ur prob n i tel u urs...
but wat u mean in last post means u really wanna cut me off ur life rite???
jz tel me wat u desire the most...
to leave u alone totally tis 2 n half year or share every thing as past we do???
i wil grant ur wish...

wat can i do??
to win bac ur trust...
jz tel it...
i wil be prepare at 2013...
i dunno wat ur uncle did...
but i noe pretty wel to control my stress..

how u can 4 get abt 23/4???
i dunno u jz make it out or u really dunno...
u jz remind abt tis day tat i so unable to 4get arond a month ago...
i dunno...
wat should i do???
i really short of idea now...

i going to us embassy 2moro...
my mom ask me to...
dunno 4 wat...
but to ur acknowledge...
i wont go there to study so early...
cz my mom wont let me go there alone...
so i might jz start stpm 1st...
or if there is sumone willing to giv me a loan i wil go inti or sunway taking a adp...

all i wanna tel her is i luv u......
always...
N my luv wil not change...

weird??? y???

wat the hell is my brain lately???
y i fel so weird???
wat is happening in my internal???
y is it so disturb????

may be is the problem again...
it been so long ad...
3 weeks...
y is it coming oni now when i desire ful focus???
i dunno...

i so hope we can be lik past even we hav break up...
atleast a few sms per day wil do...
but i noe she wont do so...
n i dun dare to do so any longer...
i hav no guts to even sms her...
y???
Y is tis happen to me??
i dunno...
can any one cure me???

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

4 ann, claus, 5S n the rest

it is oni small injury...
so dun worry okie???
dun ask me stop....
i wil be bac by june...
so get ready okie?
i wil ned a tough training bac...
i hav gain tummy now...
hahaha

miss u all guys...

^^

1st victory in the year...

yes we won it..
79-103
is it lucky or wat???
i dunno...

at the 1st match i tot i saw u...
i was so distract til i get knock down...
but i noe it wont be u cz u was in camp tat time...
i dunno now....
am i able to stay focus as lastime????
without u now...
is jz like lost every bone in my body...

hope u noe tis...

23/4
how can i 4get wat day is ti 2day?
tat day i consider is the luckiest day i ever had... cz of u...
i dun think u noe it rite...
maybe u noe it...
but still, v cant celebrate irt rite???

u say v wont able to met tis 2 year...
i so hope it's oni tis 2 year...
but tis not i hope the most....

u get 3rd yest even so many incident happen...
tat is consider luck or wat, i really dunno...
but u 4 get is thurs... my only off day 4 the week...
i suppose to go ur house n met...
maybe congrat u or sumthing..
but i guess i wont hav tis chance to do so any mor rite???

31/3... iwil rmb tis date til i die...
i so hope tat u can tel me now all tis is jz a joke....
den say aprilfool or sumthing n lol...
i so u say tis...
on 1/4...
but.........
wat u say is u tel ur mom...
tat means it is all truth hre now...
no way to turn bac or sumthing...

tis 3 wek i really suffer...
i fel lik i was in hell...
all heat of mine has been drain...
all left now is jz a shell fill a cold stone n freezy cold blood...
no heat can warm it bac...
except ur body heat... i think now...
is tis really our destiny???
i dunno...

last 2 wek i went to my fren stall to buy present 4 my best fren bday...
the stall keeper ask how abt the bear i want last time...
it suppose to mail to u or giv to u by yest... but after all tis.......
i really wanna hang my self or sumthing...
god save me plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

do u hav to do it tat time???
i rmb once u say every thing tat u hav gave up in the past u wil always regret abt it....
i so hope it is true...
u noe???
i really fel lik wanna turn every detail abt u into ashes...
but i cant...Y????
cz of the luv...
i dunno how much longer i can hold...
every times i saw james i can smile n fell the happiness...
but now... it always make cry oni whenever i luk at it...
but i cant afford to giv u bac or throw it...
cz it is the item u giv me...
the 1st bear u ever sew....
as my bday present...
it mean so much to me...
too much...

u say it is not luv...
it is all jz admiring...
i dunno tis is truth anot... or is it jz a sentence 4 me to 4 get u...
i dunno n i dun wanna noe...
i really go deep 4 tis...
very deep...
わたしは、あなたを愛しています
わたしは、あなたを愛しています
わたしは、あなたを愛しています
わたしは、あなたを愛しています
わたしは、あなたを愛しています
tat is all i can say..
i wil wait...
even it is 10 years, 100 years or even 1000 years...
i wil wait 4 u...

bb finally

Finally they cal me to substitue one injure player... yipeee.....
but cani play lik last time now???
2 months no proper training, jz get hurt so deep...

n a knife cut on my finger???

haiz ......... di=unno la...
muz play tis time... so long didnt play ad... hahahaha....