23/4
how can i 4get wat day is ti 2day?
tat day i consider is the luckiest day i ever had... cz of u...
i dun think u noe it rite...
maybe u noe it...
but still, v cant celebrate irt rite???

u say v wont able to met tis 2 year...
i so hope it's oni tis 2 year...
but tis not i hope the most....

u get 3rd yest even so many incident happen...
tat is consider luck or wat, i really dunno...
but u 4 get is thurs... my only off day 4 the week...
i suppose to go ur house n met...
maybe congrat u or sumthing..
but i guess i wont hav tis chance to do so any mor rite???

31/3... iwil rmb tis date til i die...
i so hope tat u can tel me now all tis is jz a joke....
den say aprilfool or sumthing n lol...
i so u say tis...
on 1/4...
but.........
wat u say is u tel ur mom...
tat means it is all truth hre now...
no way to turn bac or sumthing...

tis 3 wek i really suffer...
i fel lik i was in hell...
all heat of mine has been drain...
all left now is jz a shell fill a cold stone n freezy cold blood...
no heat can warm it bac...
except ur body heat... i think now...
is tis really our destiny???
i dunno...

last 2 wek i went to my fren stall to buy present 4 my best fren bday...
the stall keeper ask how abt the bear i want last time...
it suppose to mail to u or giv to u by yest... but after all tis.......
i really wanna hang my self or sumthing...
god save me plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

do u hav to do it tat time???
i rmb once u say every thing tat u hav gave up in the past u wil always regret abt it....
i so hope it is true...
u noe???
i really fel lik wanna turn every detail abt u into ashes...
but i cant...Y????
cz of the luv...
i dunno how much longer i can hold...
every times i saw james i can smile n fell the happiness...
but now... it always make cry oni whenever i luk at it...
but i cant afford to giv u bac or throw it...
cz it is the item u giv me...
the 1st bear u ever sew....
as my bday present...
it mean so much to me...
too much...

u say it is not luv...
it is all jz admiring...
i dunno tis is truth anot... or is it jz a sentence 4 me to 4 get u...
i dunno n i dun wanna noe...
i really go deep 4 tis...
very deep...
わたしは、あなたを愛しています
わたしは、あなたを愛しています
わたしは、あなたを愛しています
わたしは、あなたを愛しています
わたしは、あなたを愛しています
tat is all i can say..
i wil wait...
even it is 10 years, 100 years or even 1000 years...
i wil wait 4 u...